Fear!

"Fear...What is Fear? What is your biggest fear?" These are all the questions that goes through my head when I think of the word 'Fear'.

The definition of Fear states that "Fear is an emotional response to a perceived threat. It is a basic survival mechanism occurring in response to a specific stimulus, such as pain or the threat of danger.". Everyone has a different aspect of what they fear. Some people feel frightened when they are in near of danger or have the fear to heights. They're could be a lot of things that can put someone in to a frightened state. It is all a perspective of the mind. Having fear to such things are just things that goes through the mind. And I hereby ask you what is your biggest fear? Think about it... What is it that fears you the most?

"What is my biggest fear?" When I was little I use to think about this a lot. I use to fear heights or animals, but then came to realize that was just another state of mind. If you don't think about it, then it just isn't there anymore. You just have to have a strong mind. Right now, there is only one thing I fear the most. "What is it?" you ask. Well... when I look at my life I know the past and the present, but I do not know what lies ahead of me. I fear the future, because I don't know where I will end or how will I get there. Only God knows where my path shall lead me. But under all this fear of losing my loved ones in the future or the fear that I don't know what will become of me in a few years I still walk my path and hope that all is well. For I believe in God and know that He & and my friends are there to support me every step of the way.

<3 Best Wishes & Happy New Year 2010 <3

The Past, The Present & The Future

	The Year 2009 is officially signed and closed according to me. And therefor it is now a part of the past. The past that I wish to forget, but no matter what people just can not forget the past. The past is what made us who we are today. So even though a lot of fucked up shit happened in the past I still think we should be grateful for it.
The Present is where to you have to make your own decisions. You can choose to either live in the past or in the future.I always choose to move forward no matter what pain I have to endure. As an objective to always set new goals and go for it and break every possible obstacle that is blocking our way.
	They say that the future is yet to be unfold. Like a gift waiting to be opened. And that gift can change at any given moment, depending on how you choose to move forward towards the future. I'm scared because I don't know what the future holds for me. But I am not gonna let nothing stop me from moving on. So I am just going to go and unwrap my gift.

So... The past made us who we are today, the present gives us opportunity to decide who we are going to be in the future and yet the future is a gift that is yet to be unwrapped.

Year 2010,, Here I come !! Best Wishes & Happy New Year To Everyone !!

I love the Rain!! <3

It's raining and I love it. I enjoy the sound: it's relaxing. It lets me drift away. Far from where I am. Far from where I'm supposed to be. I start to think about everything. I think of my past, I think of the present, I think of my future. But I mostly think about the negative things that are happening or have happened in my life. I think about how I lost people I cared about and how I let people ruin my life. I think about betrayal, people that can't be trusted and situations that ruined a part of me. Situations that tore my heart into pieces and made me lose my mind for a while. But when I'm done thinking about the negative things, I realize that I'm still alive and that I'm still happy. I think about how that can be possible. I think about my friends who've always been there for me, who've always trusted me, who've always respected me. I think about how much friends actually mean to me, how badly I need them in my life. How badly I need them to comfort me, to protect me and to encourage me. I think about how much I actually love them and how horrible my life would be if I'd lose even one of them.

So after a while the rain makes me realize that my life really isn't as bad as I think it is sometimes, because while listening to the relaxing sound I know that me and my friends are able to win the fight. The fight of us against pain, us against fear, us against anger, us against sadness. It's me & my friends against the world. And that's why I love the rain.

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E&R - Some Friends Are Forever

Sometimes in life,

you find a special friend:

someone who makes you laugh

until you can't stop;

someone who makes you believe

that there really is good in the world;

someone who convinces you

that there is an unlocked door

just waiting for you to open it.

This is forever friendship.

When you're down,

and the world seems dark and empty,

your forever friend lifts you up in spirit

and makes that dard and empty world

suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through

the hard times, the sad times,

and the confused times.

If you turn and walk away, 

your forever friend follows.

If you lose your way,

your forever friend guides you

and cheers you on.

Your forever friend holds your hand

and tells you that

everything is going to be okay. 

And if you find such a friend,

you feel happy and complete

because you need not to worry.

You have a forever friend for life,

and forever has no end.

I think of you as a friend.

I used to think "friend" was just another word...

Nothing more, nothing less.

But when I met you, I realized.

What was important was the word's meaning.

Love Doesn't Cost A Thing!

People say that love doesn't cost a thing,
I say your lying, cause it takes away everything.
To love somebody means to make big sacrifices,
Sometimes it's like living in a world with all sorts of crisis.
And just when you start to think that everything has gone wrong,
You just have to remember that without her you would never be that strong.
As you two stood together she completed you and made you whole,
She would always bet on you and those cards would never fold.
Together your love was unconditional,
Flew past any boundaries and grew occasional.
Come to think about it as ugly as love may seem,
You now see that without her how misserable you would've been.
And here I say again that love costs a lot,
But in the end you see that it's worth it

& Love...♥ ...Love is all we got!